Thank you god..

Some time I think what I want and what is being given by god? Often there is gap between them. Some things that is easily accessible and available to other people while I am still struggling for that. May be I am not eligible for that or even deserve for more. I believe in god, might not be in ways the other people are. For me god is an energy flowing through all living and dead material of the universe, it’s not just a painting or statue.

Life is struggle between what you have and what you want, these two things creates the various scenes of play of life. God is creator and interestingly spectator also of this play on the giant theater of earth. It’s just a play, really.

In a cold morning, I was reading an article about cold wave in Delhi. Minimum temperature was decreasing like the morals and ethics of society. Then I found myself reading an article regarding people who are living on footpath and having no home. They have to live on footpath during harsh chilly nights. Sometime they found place in ‘rain basera’ (night shelter), but for specially women they have more troubles because most of the night shelters were for men only. Only few are there exclusively for women. There was one story of women, his two children, mother-in-law and father-in-law. Whole family came to AIIMS,Delhi for treatment of his husband suffering from a rare disease. They tried their best but could not save him. They spent their whole money and even don’t had to go home. They have to live on footpath. Initially they managed to eat something by begging, later they started to sell something on footpath. Sometime they even need to give small amount of money to police constable so that they allow them to stay on footpath. I didn’t understand why they are not going home now. It may be that they still not have enough money or nothing left at home.

That article left a mark in my mind. At night, there was cold outside but I was feeling well inside my blanket. I thanked god to give me that blanket. God give us many things but we don’t realize their worth until we don’t own them. My blanket was one of them. People often remember number of times they encounter RED TRAFFIC LIGHT while driving on road but they often forget the number of times they encounter GREEN TRAFFIC LIGHT so that they move softly. That’s how god gives us things, silently. God works in background. Human have no end of desires. That’s why we always want more from god and never got satisfy by things we have.

Thank you god for whatever you gave me..